im donenanananan done done
done done done donnnne
problem with me is that i’m too attached, and too committed. I become attached to strangers and have a need to make things work. A few weeks ago, a friend of mine introduced me to a friend of a friend who just broke with his girlfriend. Apparently he thought I was pretty………and I got excited. After we hung out, he kinda lacked at texting me or getting back to me, so me being the feminist that I am, I messaged him first instead. And again, and again.
And recently I came across some stalking information—which actually you should blame social MEDIA for, not me….It’s way too easy to be considered stalking. So anyways….this guy is probably 85% not interested, and the other 15% is because I’m the one talking to him.
But I’ve actually come to the conclusion that I have to give up on him and move the fuck on. I also need to stop getting attached to people who have no interest in me, just because they once upon a time struck up a conversation. Friends turn into Friends with Benefits, not Boyfriends. I need to fucking learn that. Until then, this guy can suck my D*CK! Because that ain’t the way you treat a lady … *finger-snap*
Bye Guys <3
Sad/happy over something that’s not even mine…
So I met this guy last week….he was cuter in his pictures but still pretty cute. I hooked up with him. The day after, I felt like a complete fool because I felt like I was alllll over him and he was just like meh. But the thing was, I was 100% sold and crazy about him….it was weird. Anyways, a few days ago I found out he was still talking to his ex….which first made me mad….but now that I think about it, I’m relieved I dont have to talk to him. But at the same time, I’m pissed he stopped talking to me. But truth is, what’s a two year relationship compared to a one night stand basically? Nothing. I really have no right to be mad at him, but the sting is still there. Oops. I guess that’s what makes us girls.
WHY CAN’T SOMEONE JUST TREAT ME LIKE A FUCKING PRINCESS AND JUST TELL ME I HAVE 20 MINUTES TO GET CLOTHES ON BC THEY ARE TAKING ME OUT SOMEWHERE AND TREATING ME TO DINNER OR SOMETHING ELSE LAME AND STUPID AND THEN TELL ME THAT I DESERVE HAPPINESS BECAUSE I THINK I’M A GOOD FUCKING PERSON. KARMA IS NOT COMING BACK TO ME AND IT’S BULLSHIT
This basically sums up how I feel.
I need to stop fucking around.
My time management is fucking horrible. Truly horrible. I take too long to complete simple tasks-for God’s sake, I sometimes even take up to ten minutes to plug in and charge my phone.
I envy my one friend, maybe envy is the wrong word, because I love her, I admire her…she seems like the type of person who just gets everything done. She’s driven, knows how to get her work done and she seems to know how to do it well. Maybe her program is more interesting and she’s more passionate about it? Maybe. But I need to get that kind of energy.
theres a hole in my heart, and its 100% because of you.
i need sleep. and a hug. and some sex.
"Drugs are both the worst and best things I have ever experienced."
When I instantly know that I’m not going to get along with someone
I dont know why I even thought that -_-